Our last night together...

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

I never thought I would be saying this is our last night alone, for at least the next 22 years. Tomorrow/ Friday our lives are about to change forever, and I think it's finally hitting Daddy. Last night was a restless night for ROBBIE and I. We tossed and turned,tossed and turned, talked and little and just could not get settled. My mom said it's anxiety, which I am sure will be worse tonight for everyone. I hate to think what the hospital is going to be like for everyone. Our parents and my sisters are going to be there for comfort and support, so that will make a huge difference. I am sure we are going to need all they can offer and then some.
Since tonight is our last night together,( so to speak) Robbie and I have decided to make tonight extra speical. We are going to grab something to eat, maybe take a nice walk and then just come home and relax. We are trying to focus on us tonight. It's so crazy because she is not even here yet and she is all we have talked about since Robbie has come home. We both can't wait to see her, and kiss her. It's so amazing how our lives have changed in just the past couple days. I can't imagine what it's going to be like when she is here with us. Robbie has decided to only work a half day tomorrow so that we can make sure everything is together. I am not sure that I will have time or to be honest even think about posting anything. I will be sure to post pictures of Ella and Robbie has his list of people to call when she is born. Everyone take care and we will keep everyone posted...